the test of faith is when we face with difficulties, are we still able to say, " Yes, Lord, in You I place my worries and there is nothing too small that You cannot overcome." i struggle to say at times, because at times, i feel that who am i that can be worthy of His grace and mercy. I failed to put Him first at times, i forgot that in everything, He is in control. But then through all the times, i know that He is there. i may not be calling out to Him, but He reveals Himself in ways i dont expect. through people i meet, through things i encounter in my everyday life. He is just like the light house, to provide light when i need it the most. The light that gives me comfort when i feel like i am walking in the dark, alone. The light house never fails to shine its light towards the ocean, to give any sailors the sign that there is a light house and its safe there. Just as the Lord provides the light, in His presence, i am safe.
Yesterday was frantic. so many things happened all at once and i felt lost, and i felt empty because i dont know how i should react to it and what i am suppose to do about it. But i reflected alot alot yesterday, though about alot alot of things, but i am still stuck at the cross roads. what am i suppose to say, or do? or how am i suppose to face it? and i could do was to pray and hope.
Although it was really bad because 3 big things happened, i was glad that i knew God was working. thank God that it was Daniel's birthday so that my mind could take a break for a while, thank God for aaron, yu han and e, they made my day by filling it with smiles for at least 2 hours. thank God for isabelle for comforting me. there are still things i can thank God for no matter what. and of course, thank God that daddy is safe.
"Today is the day that You have made, i will rejoice and be glad in it."
van
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