Sunday, November 28, 2010

83rd GB camp 2010


In those little activities, we've leant so much more. and i think its through the way they talk and how they express their little thoughts so cutely and creatively, that keeps me going no matter how tired i may be. (:

Thank God for the 8  pretty girls that turned up for camp. it was fruitful and fun although we didnt had big big activities. They were simple, but we had alot of fun time as one 83rd company. Yesterday, after school i head straight down to kovan. garh garh, long way, but the moment i saw them, the tiredness all faded (: and then yah dah yah dah.. we had popiah for dinner. no ordinary popiahs but popiahs we get to make ourselves. Each girl created their very own form of popiah and i thought its really cute. haha.although some might have encountered failures like putting too much garlic etc. but it was fun, and a good experience for the girls to make their own and to have the chance to start to learn to cook. (:

and then today we did outdoor cooking (: really had fun cause we used the mass tins (i dont know if its the right spelling but anyways...) and we got to go grocery shopping for the ingredients (: shopping with squad 2 was really fun because they very excited and they wanted to cook like baked cheese pasta with mass tins which is like too difficult..haha. but we invented our very own western cuisine haha. it was really fun being being able to do it with squad 2. (:

Overall, the camp was a great time spent with them, through doing crafts, cooking, singing, playing games, picking litter, or even just getting them to go to bed. Time spent with each of them was fruitful.
One thing that really touched me is how eager they are to learn about God's word and also about christianity. Out of the whole company, only 3 girls are christians. the rest are mainly muslims or buddhist, or free-thinkers. and i think it was a joy being able to share with them about Christ through the devotions, songs and even hand sign language which we do. I hope through the camp, it will spur them on to know what is it to be a christian.

The theme of the camp is to be a steward (: and i think it is really important, not just a reminder to the girls, but it was also a reminder to myself that i have to constantly be a steward and to take responsibility of the things that are set upon me.

Many a times, we tend to forget that the life we are living is not ours, but it's God who gave it to us. And we tend to forget that we need to be stewards, taking full responsibility of our lives and to know that we are to take control of it, but with God who is the traffic lights and direction signs, giving us the direction in our lives. But we, are the drivers of our car, we can choose to follow the direction signs and signals or we can choose to just go our own way. Stewards. We need to be stewards of our lives.

Indeed, no one is too young to do God's work (: something i learn from the 83rd Girl's Brigade company (: haha.

Isabelle, Ara, Gabrielle, Shao Min, Yi Ru, Eunice, Bao Yi, Amanda. missin them (:


Really thank God for the opportunity to be able to serve Him by teaching young little girls (:
my eyes are closing alr, so..... night night night

<3 <3 van

Sunday, November 21, 2010

miss donna Neo.


i guess im gonna miss her alot...she is someone strong on the inside. someone who hides how she feel no matter how sad she is.and someone who is so caring and helpful (: and selfless.
love her much.. <3 without her, rasalas would not have come this far for the year.

miss her.

Could have done much better


Today, we had a run for hope run. And... i didnt finish it well. didnt complete the 10km.. and kinda disappointed with myself though. because i didnt push myself hard enough and i know i could done much much better. i fail to lift up the run fully to God to allow Him to help me finish the race..and i gave in to my tiredness and gave in to that perseverance which i was suppose to have.

but from today's run, i've picked up a few lessons learnt. i really need to have sufficient sleep the day before the run and i seriously need to run before race day and not plan on running without training at all.

But overall, thank God for the run and also the great weather...

van

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Thank God for the promotion


I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 3:14

thank and praise God for the results of not just myself, but also for the whole of 31A. now we are heading towards a even greater and challenging goal, the A levels.

But at the end of the day, we are not just aiming for these goals on earth, but to set our hearts and mind of the goal to entering the kingdom of Heaven, to have eternal life God in the heavenly courts. (:

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

The day of rest and recuperation



its a PUBLIC HOLIDAY (: no homework, no errands to run, no need for assignment catching up. just rest and relax and see the day go by. (: woke up at 10am today which is so rare.haha. but had a great night of sleep in mum's room cause dada is away at malaysia. hee hee. so i sneaked into their room to sleep (: haha. anyway today..although i have no plans, but im still happy to be able to have this break (:

pray that our gathering in the afternoon will go well (: yays...*excited*

van van

Monday, November 15, 2010

PEACE


hee hee, today was a awesome day (: managed to do quite abit, and my mood was... good (:  i guess, considering the fact that i did not get angry at all (: in fact, im happy. hee hee. a sense of peace in the heart gives off a warm fuzzy feeling. hee hee. church went well today, had lunch with the ushers, then had HANOI MEETING (: it went well i guess. ideas went across. but i really liked the part about Jackson sharing about the story of Gideon. the moral of the story is, "we may be small in number, but even if there is only 1, 1 soldier left on the battle field, that one man can still defeat a army as many as the sand in the desert, because he has the Lord on His side" (: i didnt get the opportunity to say this in the afternoon, so i will say it now. "AMEN!!!!!!!" haha (:

looking forward to the trip, reporting 19th dec, budget terminal, 5 AM!!!!!

van van hits the bed NOW! - anyway anyway, the picture is a shot of VANS ! yay. haha.lol. lame me. night night

<3<3<3

Friday, November 12, 2010

Be a passer-by

                 Daddy God, today i woke to find myself in the same situation. and my heart is so so so painful now but yet i dont know what is happening. what can i do to solve the situation what can i say? practically nothing. why do they think by keeping me from knowing what happen will solve the issue better? why cant they see that i am already mature enough to know what is happening and im not a fool. Daddy God, i can see they are helpless too. And its only up to You now. Everyday i live on this fear. If i am feeling very happy, there might actually be a danger because something bad might soon happen.
                Daddy God, as a passer-by, im lost. i find it no point crying anymore but it hurts so badly i dont know what else i can do or say.. and its making me crazy.

van

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Its indeed a amazing race


          
               For one couple to stay as one, its not simple. Watching the amazing race asia was really a joy because through the programme, i have learnt important life long values that can be useful in the near future.
          
             2 weeks ago, a couple got eliminated from the race. When interviewed, the husband told the reporter: " To me, the amazing race is short and will be done one day, but the race that will require more effort and time and energy is the race of marriage." That line really touched me cause i could see how much he cherished his wife and their relationship. In the course of the race, there were many times when the wife wanted to give up because she had the phobia of heights and so on, but all the time, though the husband would get mad, but in the end, he would say, "its alright dear, the important thing is we are in it together."
             And thats the important thing about relationships. its takes two hands to clap.

vanes



the journey has come to an end



Its the official day that PW has ended. All these months of preparation and work just for this day to arrive. and it has. Though the journey was long, i think i have really gotten alot alot of insights from the subject. learn more about people and of course, about God. Many a times when it was so difficult to pull through, God was there. Holding my hand and telling me to keep going.
Through PW, i have also learn more about the people around me. but thank God, it is finally finally the end to it.
but the sad thing, is that the end is coming to and end already. time really waits for no men..sigh
haha
okee, no celebration to mark the end of PW, but finally something off the list (:

<3 vahney

Monday, November 8, 2010

new song!




Currently working on something for a special someone...hee hee.. hope it goes well..and thank God for the inspiration for the song. the words just came to my mind when i was praying to God last night and i started writing the lyrics. cant wait for it to be ready. yays me. haha
lol
van van

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Answered prayer


That friday night, walked home heavy hearted because i knew i had done wrong. and i knew i had not settled the issue well. I was worried because time was ticking away and i had to do something, but i knew not what i could do. i felt helpless once again. friday night, while everyone was happily celebrating the public hol they had.... i was kinda disappointed. not with anyone else, but myself. why did i not check the roster? why did i not plan ahead? why this why that van? i asked...but then i prayed. not knowing how the issue will settle or how it will turn out on sunday at lync, but i just had to trust Him...

called sarah to talk and really thank God for her...cause i felt better. (: 8 years best friend. garh...dont know what i would have become with out her and gabby.. but her prayer and her talking really made me fell so much better after we laughed and all.. and then a text came...

GOD HEARD MY PRAYER... haha.. in end, Pastor mich could lead on sunday and that really liked save the day.. haha. thank God x 1 million times..

sarah taught me a lesson, van needs to learn to say no. haha

and i was able to sleep in peace. kkkk.

van van *smiling*

Monday, November 1, 2010

Living like you gave me another try


This song, really enlightens me (: the lyrics is really meaningful. Its a song from the movie "letters to God".
Lyrics:
I look at your smiling face, 
Your so weak, yet you have such strength, 
You take a glance around this place, 
You make the best of everything 

You give me hope, in spite of everything, 
You show me love, even with so much pain 
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try 

We laugh, we cry 
Sometimes we're broken and we don't know why, 
I'm tired and I lose my way, 
you help me find faith, oOo 

You give me hope, in spite of everything, 
You show me love, even with so much pain 
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try 
Just give me another try 

You give me hope, in spite of everything, 
You show me love, even with so much pain 
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try 

You give me hope, in spite of everything, 
You show me love, even with so much pain 
So I'll take this life and live like I was given another try 
Just give me another try 
Just give me another try


van van.