Monday, May 30, 2011

We grow strong in the Lord as one


"that is, that we may be mutually encourages by each other's faith, both yours and mine"
-Romans 1:12

Life without God is meaningless

I've come to realized how much i have left God out of my life many many times in many occasions of my life. and im tired of being dry and dehydrated with the word and all. But nonetheless, attending ACTS  centre on sunday really allowed me to see how wide or big the magnitude of God's love is. and im way guilty for what has been said,. that we fail to want God more and to be hungry for Him. And i've come to know that i need God so much more in my life. and im tired of standing alone in the battle where i clearly know who i can rely on.
life hasnt been smooth and many a times i wanna give up on the current road im going and try to search for alternatives that are realistic in my family, something that i can show results in and will not end up disappointing my parents. but for now, i've yet to come up with anything but to face with the status quo. Though its dreadful, its tiring, but im hanging in there every single day of my life. And the worst part is, im falling back without God.
Going through morning devotions with LIFE has been rather a mere reflection of how far i was from God and how human i was in the world. But going through it, i've learnt to come out stronger and to emerge having to trust God so much more..
The journey ahead can be tiring i can foresee and i know that there things that people out there do not agree with me doing, but nonetheless, im willing to give it a try and to let God bring me through this episode. im afraid of failing and falling and to face with disappointment, but i know that He has a plan. and all we have to do is to be willing to let Him be the planner.
Thank God for how much he has seen me through so far and how much He has been taking care of my family.
Wont have much opportunity to blog because life has been really hectic with school work.

ever praising Him,
Van