So today i survived 2 really content blown lectures. First, early in the morning was stats 2 and then in the afternoon was math 2 which only started today. The lecturer had a really really strong indian accent i couldnt understand half the things that she said, but nonetheless, i strived on and survived through the whole lecture not feeling sleepy at all. Rather proud of myself and of course thank God for sustaining me through the whole 3 hours.
While school was alright,i had many other things on my mind. The wisdom tooth has been giving lots of problems like aching and swelling and the headache that may be caused due to it. As of now, the swelling is so bad i cant bite properly and it aches every time i move my mouth. It hurt so bad i cant wait for them to be all out. As much as i know that its really really gonna hurt so bad, i know that i will pull it through. I really dont wanna go through it twice, so i chose to do the GA, and take all 4 of them out. Apparently i talked to a few of my friends today and all of them was surprised that i actually picked GA and chose to pluck everything out at once because its really painful and its gonna swell.. but what to do.. really dont have much a choice. In order to stop all the sleepless nights due to the swell, im doing it. Although i know that after the surgery i wont be able to eat well and its gonna be torturing, im gonna just push all the way. And may God be with me as i go through all the procedures for it.
Apart from the tooth thingy, i was bothered by something rather personal and since Alv wasnt around, i was so glad to be able to confide in Jas. And i thank God for such a friend like her. The comfort that she gave and assurance at times just makes me so thankful to have her in my life. Being in uni, i have not been able to find a friend in which i can truly open up to like how i do with jas and a few others like Katie. Many of them dont really understand what im going through or know me for who i am i guess. Its like socializing and it just stays at the we're just friends or maybe acquaintance level. But for Jas, im rather confident to say that i can truly be so open to her and know that i can trust her. hmm.. miss being able to see her everyday in school and like talk whenever we liked. Nowadays with my school and her work, meeting is like kinda tough cause our schedules may clash at times. But anyways, the bottom line is thank God for her because i managed to feel so much better after talking to her and we had a alittle HTHT while texting today. And what more she accompanied me throughout the math 2 lecture and kept me going.
The year is coming to an end soon and i've digested that fact. Cant believe its gonna be the year i hit the BIG TWO.. so old.. oh man. and there's so much i wanna do with my life that i have yet achieved. So many places i wanna go and travel to see the world, skills i wanna pick up, so on and so forth.
Furthermore with the A levels ending for Joyce and Isabelle, i cant wait til i get to HTHT with belle and spend so much time with her. I miss her too honestly.
Without alv around, i start to realise that once u get attach and go into courtship, your time spend with ur other girlfriends is decreased because all your attention is diverted to investing into the relationship. I definitely must do something about it and create more memorable memories with my girlfriends. They've been there when i needed them and they played apart in order for me and alv to be together. I guess God really made friends a special bunch to make life more beautiful and fulfilling. Without friends, its like a car without petrol and the car just wont move. (What an amazing analogy haha) ANd of course God is like the car manufacturer that creates the design of the car.
The bottom line is, friends play a major role in moulding us and they were sent by God for a special reason. My special girls like Jas, Isabelle, Katie and Joyce are definitely so close to my heart and i cant love them enough. Thank God for special people like them.
Wells, no school tomorrow so its gonna be more and more packing again.
Missing you still,
Van
Indeed a friend in need, is a friend indeed
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