self control.

its friday already and this week really zoomed passed like nobody's business.which is sad, but it was a good week of rest, thank God for the rest. anyway, today woke up a little then usual, and went to the market with mummy to buy ingredients to cook lunch and also to prepare for the dish to bring to dan's house. and yap, cook cook cook and we ate ate ate, although some stuff happened in between, but looking at the big picture, it was great to have the whole family sitting together for lunch, a rare occasion.
after which, it was time to go swimming (: had a great time with e at the pool because it was really empty and there wasnt many people, which was nice. and we got time to laugh and talk and yap do cute stuff and i enjoy hearing her talk and how she will laugh at every single thing. ahaha. the cute queen e is irreplaceable. and i will miss her. yap, miss her talks, her smiles, a cute laughters, her curious amusement for earthworms, her interest in doing bio and how she would love to start taking care of pets and the list goes on, and of course, her love for God which is so real in her life.
anyway, stop being emo because there is still time, after that we head over to dan's house.and aaron came over too. poor him, he is sick, yet he came. thank God he make it. and we had dinner and time passed like no one's business again and yap we watched ip man. haha. many many cute parts in the show and memorable scenes. and ya dah ya dah, we ate lots of stuff in between, there was apple juice, and barley, and baskin robbins ice cream, grapes, pear, fried banana, more apple juice etc. i think thats it, but it was really alot of food altogether. haha. and in between got a chance to chit chat with dan's mummy. haha. cute awesome mum who can cook so well too. and she speaks canto too. hee. gave me a chance to practice canto (: and yap, ya dah ya dah.... watched ip man again (continue) and yap time flew to about 10 from like 4 which i left the house..garh....
and yap, 10: forty something we left the house. and ya dah ya dah, walked to mrt. and this was the part that i made myself so angry with myself. the old habit relapse again. and im so so tired of that side of me. the weakness of interrupting people and being quick to speak. and that terrible feeling stroked me once again when dan reminded me to listen. and whoa, just right at that second my whole mood changed because i realised my old habit relapsed and it just made me so angry with myself. im a bad listener, and i need to have better self control over my tougue. maybe it was a sign God wanted to tell me. to beware of this tougue of mine.

James 1:19-20 -My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen; slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires.

this verse came right in my face that very second.
van needs to have better self control over her tougue.