JOURNAL TIME (:

After talking to sarah, im so glad im back on the track and yap i have gotten really good tips from her (: so i decided to start journaling.. again. haha. i use to attempt having to journal every night, but yap, it always failed because i will not have the time to write an entry and all, and soon, the journal becomes dead. haha yap. but im so confident this journal will last. its been good having to write 5 entries now. at least it gives me time to reflect on the day and what went wrong and how to overcome it.. its good i feel. Although in the first place i started this blog so to write down and pen down thoughts and incidences, i realized there are things that are personal and the blog is not  suitable place to pen it down because i do not know who actually reads this blog (: haha. but this blog will still be a platform for my testimonies and things that happen in my everyday life. (:
today i decided to take a break and rest. really rest  because the swelling on the ankle totally hasnt gone down yet and its like getting bigger.. sigh. but maybe its a blessing in disguise to help me rest i guess.yap and partly also because last night was one of the craziest nights i've hard. i was struggling with the tiredness and the amount of work load. i finished econs essay, then i went for a nap, woke up at like 1 plus, attempted the geog essay and went back to sleep again at 2 plus and the next thing, i woke up at 3.30 to complete math tutorial...it was war. haha. everytime i dragged myself out of  bed, i was like a zombie. and im seriously never gonna let that happen again. and though yes i completed all my work but everything in my body told me i really need to sleep. so yap, this morning i decided to rest. sigh though its a pity im missing out alot in school, but i think i need rest.
this week was interesting because its like trying to catch up on all the assignments and tutorials. but im so glad to friends like dan and su and faaqih, cause they totally helped me alot with coping with all these loads. so much work to do, so little time, but God has it all in control.
oh oh and i manage to do up a new new year resolution for 2011.. although its alittle late, but im glad its up..
thank God that its friday once again and thank God that life has been manageable this week (: and God has been so real in terms of the things i encounter in school and all.

"Peace i leave with you; my peace i give to you. Not as the world gives do i give to you. Let not your hearts be troubles, neither let them be afraid."  - John 14:27 ( from A)

yappies. time to start studying now, although its a rest day (: catch up on all the lectures (:
love, van