Wednesday, December 8, 2010

There is always something to give thanks for...

Give thanks for all the sighs and stresses, it shows we are stressed up about something we are unhappy about and we want to do something to change it.
Give thanks for all the hurtful comments that come out so straightly, this shows they dont beat around the bush and they want to solve the issue quick
Give thanks for all the quarrels, this shows that they actually get agitated and are not perfect, just like everyone else.
Give thanks for the tears that come flowing down, this shows im human and that there is more room for improvement so that they wont come flowing down the next time.
Give thanks for walk aways, this shows we want a time out, to take a step back to look at it from another view and reflect upon what has just happened.
Give thanks for closing doors, for we need time to repent in our own corners of the house
Above all,
Give thanks for parents that actually scold, because this shows they care about us. God gave parents the authority for a reason.
However, i'm truly sorry for all the times where i havent been the best daughter they can have, or failing to live up to their expectation. Truly sorry for at that moment i forgot that i could have done better. But i must admit im still learning. im still learning to understand it from your point, but i need their trust more. To trust me to make the right decisions and to trust that i wont break their trust. I understand they cant afford to risk it. But i hope they can see their baby girl is growing up and i need their trust to continue walking strong in this crude world.
im tired of trying to tell them, trust me.

All in all, im grateful for we will definitely grow stronger after the rain. we will all learn from it and cherish one another more. I may have never said it because  i dont know how to put it across, but im so so so thankful for everyone of them, and i wont want to lose them. never.

van

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