Got back the first paper, chinese. and im so so thankful for the results i got. and though i thought i didnt do it to the standard i thought i could on the day of the exam, God surprised me again. i was so shocked when miss tin announced the results. but at the end of the day, it all goes back to Him alone. Without Him, i would not have conquered the paper, without Him, i would have been so disappointed with all my papers and even might still be moody over it until now. but within me i have this peace that makes me feel as if everything is going to alright. after every paper, though i might those moments where i was really angry with myself, especially math, but something deep within just allows me to feel at ease or like as if there is nothing to be worrying about. and then maybe i thought, its His strength i guess. Lifting every paper up to the Lord i guess is the answer. no matter what the outcome maybe, no matter how i went through it, we are not alone. and i give thanks. (: right now, its only day 1 and chinese. coming along would be all the other papers. i do not know what the outcome will be, but the plan has been made by Him long ago. even if i fail to make to J2, like how E would always say, what would Jesus do? and i guess if i dont make it, He has something in mind or a plan (:
happy for now (: , van
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