day 2 of midcourse

               Im at the halfway mark now. but disappointed. not sad that i didnt finish it, but disappointed and angry with the fact that i could have done better. And i know i am going to disappoint mum and dad. Before the year began,i told myself that i am not gonna let myself walk out of the exam hall feeling i could have done better. but then im back to square one again. yesterday was like that, and so was today. and then i realized that i really have to prepare myself more for the paper.
               Today's math paper was a really disappointment to myself because i didnt manage to finish it. and i was really stuck. and then i added up the minimum marks i could get, and it was not even a sub pass. van....
                Anyway, apart from that, i really want to give thanks to God because He has sustained me through the papers. i feel healthy at this point in time, and i have really been quite focused throughout the papers. yesterday, durng the chinese paper, i just felt this sort of energy in me that i usually do not have during chinese papers. and yap, it feels good to be wide awake during papers.
so i still want to give thanks although i know i could have done better and it was not my best at all. even if i fail to promote to year 2, its His plan i guess.

alrighty, time to mug for geog. (: van needs to climb the next mountain! 3 more to go (: