I guess a relationship without God is pure empty

Im starting to realise how important it is that God is the centre of a relationship. Be it between friends or even in a BGR relationship. When God becomes and is the centre of the relationship, somehow or another, problems or even issues will be resolved because God is in the picture.
1. When either of them gets angry, they pray and they know that its not right to let the sun go down with your anger
2. When times arent right, they know that God is there to pull them through
3. When the world walks out, God walks in
4. When somehow one side is at fault, we learnt to forgive, because He forgave.
5. When ideas clashes, we turn to God's idea
6. When there is nothing left to say, we talk about the wonders of God.
7. When either is down/ sad/ empty/ tired, we use the Word of God to bring Life back
8. When no one understands your thoughts, God will be there to listen to them
9. When it gets so difficult to sleep at night, His peace will be there.
10. When the journey gets rough, He sends people around you to bring you joy and peace which only God can give
11. When the argument does not gets resolve, one takes a step back and asks God:" teach me,O lord"

Without God, a relationship would be meaningless and dry because only with God can there be life and only He who created life and bring joy and hope to this life we're living.

Everyday come and go but i hardly take a break and marvel at the awesome wonder of God. i get blindly by trying to do the things the world demands. trying to maintain the grades, trying to be one of them, trying to ensure that im someone worthy of respect, trying to ensure that poeple sees me as a happy person, trying to spread myself so thin.

but at the end of the day, " we hit a ceiling and realize that in fact there is nothing there."

why didnt i learn to see it beforehand? why didnt i take a closer look at what God wanted? why do i tend to wait til i've stepped into it before i realize it was wrong? why didnt i trust God enough.

i've learnt that there's so much for me to learn and yap today is the start of the 40 day fast and prayer thingy. time to start getting back to God i guess. its high time i've been slipping past and trying to go by each day as though i have many more to come....

van