Before Him, Im transparent.

At the end of the day, maybe some of us take off the masks that we have been wearing the whole day. and its tiring wearing it isnt it. But before the Lord, im transparent. there is nothing to hide, nothing to keep away, nothing that can be kept aside. He sees everything, knows everything, feels everything. And the best part of it, He sees it, knows it, feels it and understands it way before we knew it was coming for us. He went ahead. And that is what is so amazing about our God.

Before men, im opaque or maybe translucent at times, but before God, im transparent. He knows that today im gloomy, He knows that today im really tired, He knows of all the different stresses im encountering. He knows it all. And i give thanks. Even though there are tough moments, there are still moments i want to thank the Lord for. Thank Him for the cooling weather that cooled the land, thank Him for His faithfulness in seeing me through the whole day, thank Him for sustaining me although i slept at 2 the night before, thank Him for the great tennis session. and many more.

As always, its obvious that van isnt very happy or as high as she usually is. but its just that there are things piling up that causes me to naturally go into thinking mode. thank God for giving me a analytical mindset. (:

Praise Him always, van